Level 7 Commentary
10/20/07
Level 7 information written for Open Circle
This is for those of you who didn't get to experience the joys and trials and tribulations of Level VII. It's meant to be a glorious experience of righteous love. In level VII you get back your angel wings. You get your sword and dagger, both of light of course. Your job is to do “the exercise” non-stop, 24/7 everywhere on everyone: Chop of heads with the sword - dagger to the heart - release the soul from damnation. You must be ever vigilant and in your power or you will attract those who will destroy you for it. Abjuring all evil wherever you go. Can you imagine walking to the washroom – swinging your sword and dagger abjuring all evil as you go (in your mind of course). Can you imagine - with a great imagination - the ghouls and goblins and black things that go bump in the night you might attract.
One night at the end of a Level 7 phone meeting, a couple of the 7's got a bit cranky --- where were you guys - couldn't feel you in the tandem - that kind of stuff and we started signing off trying to bring the Love tone back in. Apparently at the exact time we went “off the rails” Faye fell off her chair in excruciating back pain as did another Senior minister. This of course was the direct result of our bad behavior and not staying in position. Do you believe the grief we could cause if this was all real!!!!!!! Needless to say at the time I believed it all and cautioned new Level 7's about the hazards of being cranky or critical in our meetings.
You do a Stress reduction healing in Level 7 were you get shot out through the inter-dimensional shift and into some murky dank water and you're covered in white chalky debris which the healer burns off of you and then the old sword and dagger go up and down the spine releasing the wings and oh what a healing it is and then you get to do the hell surgery. How about that one for re-traumatization. Go down into the tunnel and then face all of the evil perpetrated by man against man then all the evil perpetrated by the church against man all the while wielding your sword and dagger and then of course into the anti-chamber to strike at the cages and unlock all those missing pieces of you!!!! This is all too bizarre. I've watched people absolutely shaking as they go through “hell” but of course thinking it's for their own good, where we are clearing lifetimes of crap and then and only then can you do the Heaven healing which of course is the big "high" making it all worthwhile. It is a level of paranoia and hyper-vigilance to the max.
When I left I felt like I was so dissociated it wasn't funny. I also felt if I didn't stop doing all this crazy ass shit, I would lose it. That's why I felt like leaving tip was a matter of life or death for me. I grew up that way and spent years in counseling learning to live and not be in a state of hyper-vigilance - years learning to stop beating myself up --- to stop feeling not good enough and here, present, safe. I was unable to ever be or do enough or to just be.
Who would have been responsible if I'd gone into psychosis? What would push someone into a place where that thin line between reality and imagination is breached and someone is running around being the GUARDIAN in real life actually chopping people heads off? Pretty scary and creepy isn't' it? I am so grateful, I've had all of you to assist me in recovering from this insanity. Maybe we sometimes need to remember the craziness of it again to remind ourselves why we would never go back there. This is the crap you're fighting to get off of you.
Love to you all,
(Name withheld by request)
In Response:
In response to this letter, another ex-member of tip contributes further information about level 7 and includes a question received from a reader:
The Nephylum are the children of the fallen angels who bred with women apparently, they are real to trainers. According to Faye they are red eyed demon like evil freaks who will either try to kill you or take you out, there is also talk of other creatures like ghouls and goblins and demons. The threat of this level is that if you do not take your power you will be attacked by people who will. You are doing this visualization all the time and a healing called the Hell Healing, The Inter Dimensional Shift and then the Heaven Healing. If you are not holding your position you are blamed for all kinds of bizarre things like attack physically taking out Faye and other upper levels. The level sevens were expected to be in service in a way they were never before as students. The call to service was being available as a "Guardian" at all times, doing all the Level 7 work meditations, and heading up healing groups to do work on the general public. The amount of stress of this entire experience is phenomenal and frankly I am not sure why there has not been even greater incidents of mental collapse than what has been reported. I do know that counselors who work with trainers say the training in all its function was assault on all levels including spiritual.
Q. My question then is this visualization then done on anyone or anyone who you randomly think is evil…I wonder how many sensitives would be judged and affected by this self righteous superiority and violence.
A. "You do it to everyone. You cannot harm them you are only helping because it's love. Swords of light. You just amp it up in the face of real evil and start repeating the mantra "I abjure all evil". In some crazy way the intention is good - just about love and killing so to speak the pathology and negative energy with Love. However as an ex-level 7, I can say that I did not like it when I was around level 7's and they were doing it to me and I would know it. It felt like anything but love. It felt like arrogance, deceit. and I am angry and frustrated that I was deceived by something that was supposed to be healing and loving and kind. The responsibility of this Level is phenomenal but then so is the deflecting of responsibility because if you do something like rage it was the pathology that got you in that moment of relaxation. The training is so full of double binds."
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